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http://www.stereofame.com/mysti_mayhem
im learning that some of my best ideas have been my worst decisions
in a puddle of sweat i counted the tiles   more...there are 141
its 4am i should be sleeping but mistakes wont let me rest
bouncing themes back and forth about my life and I regret a regrettable past
and it keeps me awake despite my good deeds
that i try to do to buy myself a little karmatic relief
here i am stuck in the middle of regret and grief
how could anyone love me
i lived from city to city so many times that i gave up on making friends
cuz as soon as i remember how to live and how to love I wind up leaving
when theres no family or friends to fall back on
and no god to seek my attention
and I cant trust myself cuz I'm worst enemy  less

<a href="http://www.ralphbuckley.com" target="_blank">Ralph Buckley-2012 Consciousness Awakening</a>
<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/conkling/3202059244/"   more...title="Buckley Magick by Ralph Buckley, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3412/3202059244_b79f11210e_t.jpg" width="100" height="75" alt="Buckley Magick" /></a>  less

A Day in the country with a chain saw accident

I believe in God.... and fairies... and cookies.
(note my fine Swedish pronunciation of the word "first")

realize how
you're indigenous to now
lose all control
and the universe will respond to the nature of your soul

The newest addition to the clan.....


Steadycam and still photos - anniehiggy
Lots of running - Max
Occasional camera work and Editing - BradThunder
More running - Max

My interpretive Dance while reciting Night Before Christmas. Humilating YEs, but no one said a tag war would be easy. Look who I'm up against.

Happy Holidays, everybody! Please enjoy a sampling of our winter hummingbirds.

A dream about vlogging while driving and causing an accident

I can't believe I made it happen but as you will see....I have achieved the square dance tag.....well sorta. Unfortunately SydTheSkeptic has way to much on her plate to square dance....but never fear...I   more...will always accomplish a tag. ;0)  less

Pyper wants to see the contents of my refrigerator... go figure. Just one qualifying statement here - I filmed it at the end of a weekend of company and we still had a few leftovers hanging out. Wait!   more... Make that 2 statements: this video is really kinda boring-ish. Wait 3! I tagged NatureJunkie and she already did this tag. Now that was just silly of me.  less

What happened next. That wasn't a question btw. It was a statement.

POEM ON AGEING

Before there were liveshows, blogs, gifts and music channels, there was mexolexo.

First in a series of abstract videos.
thresh•old \ˈthresh-ˌhōld, ˈthre-ˌshōld\ Middle English thresshold, from Old English threscwald; akin to Old Norse threskjǫldr threshold, Old English threscan to   more...thresh
1: the plank, stone, or piece of timber that lies under a door : sill 2 a: gate , door b (1): end , boundary ; specifically : the end of a runway (2): the place or point of entering or beginning : outset 3 a: the point at which a physiological or psychological effect begins to be produced b: a level, point, or value above which something is true or will take place and below which it is not or will not  less

Those left behind...

The second half is the same as the first with subtitles.

Callin' out to some of my favorite Freaks!!!

Come with me and my Enchanting wench as we go to the Enchanted Forest of Enchantment and be Enchanted...